An Admiration Lost

You mocked me when I wasn't there
You criticized all of me, don't you even care?
I admired you for who you are
Not knowing you would go that far,
Of scorning, saying ill things of me
I have feelings too, I'm hurt, can't you see?

You're an intelligent person; that of course I know
But I can't imagine why your sensitivity could be so low.
You taught of many things, and I learned them all
They were all eye-openers, you make the call.
I enjoyed every meeting, in class or not
Just like a happy ending of a story plot.

But now I don't see you the way I did
I'm not even sure if I will take heed,
Of all the lessons and more meetings to come
Could I still enjoy them despite all you've done?
I hate you so much I want to shout at your face!
And I bet if people see that, that'll be a craze!

Once upon a time I looked up on you,
But now I'm totally disappointed in you.
Not because of the thought that I might fail
Or that day of ridicule that I want to wail.
But because of the simple reason that all my friends knew,
That of all people, why did it have to be you?